mAk... akmal impikanmu disini

AKMAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL


AKMMAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

BANGUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN


TOLONG MAKKKK KAT DAPUR....................................


APER NAK JADI NIH, TIDO JER KERJA... X DERLAH NAK TOLONG ORANG KAT DAPUR KER..... BUAT PERUN KER.... BAGI MAKAN AYAM KER


MAK TAHULAH PENAT, TAPI CUBALAH TOLONG MAKKKKKKK





that's was wat exactly sounds in my house for every weekends during my secondary school....

aku memang suker bangun awal... tapi aku suke berangan kat atas katil... berangan nak kaya lah, nak jadi artis lah, nak jadi pendekar lah... merepek jer waktu tuh....


im not good to express my feelings in words especially when it goes to my family.....


cuma nak mak tahu yang

mak...... akmal sayang mak..........

Happy belated birthday..... akmal mintak maaf sebab terlupa birthday mak dah 2 hari lepas.....

hEllo HeRo the BrAVO aL mIgNIfIcanTO

You're Hero!


Today, you run on the same street
looking for something within yourself.
Even in the raining morning or windy night,
you continue your dream.

There are moments you want to give up,
it's the same for everyone.
Without giving up, step by step let's go
Up! Up! Up! Up! Raise your precious heart.

Now, you're a real hero.
This field is the stage where you will shine.
You're out of tears and now standing here.
Those hero's eyes give courage to the world.
You're Hero!

Everyday, you cannot rest or stop what you're doing.
While impatiently believing,
you wait for tomorrow's dawn.

You cannot be a genius in a sudden.
Continuing forward, little by little let's go
Up! Up! Up! Up! Someday...
let's start walking.

You're dream is everyone else's dream.
Right now, you're on the stage where you will shine.
You're out of tears and now standing here.
Those hero's eyes give courage to the world.
You're Hero!

You're friends follow the same dream.
For sure you can feel them beside you.

Now, you're a real hero.
This field is the stage where you will shine.
You're out of tears and now standing here.
Those hero's eyes give courage to the world.

You're dream is everyone else's dream.
You're out of tears and now standing here.
Now, you're a real hero.
Those hero's eyes give courage to the world.
You're Hero!

nO cOMMent

SALAM TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE OUT THERE


First thing, Ive no idea on why my words were been underlined here... Does anyone had an idea????????? Aku x tekan aper aper pon

X perlah.... dah ok dah pon. naper tah. aku pon x tahu.....aku saje jer nak update my blog. malas sebenarnyer nak write anythng here


There are lots of things, indeed of their existence.... we snubbed them....... instead of the importance.... we rebuke it... sian depo kan....... but, thats why human is called for..... to be forgotten (or someone prefer to called it as gorgot)... that wasnt right however...... we need those things..............

Those stuffs are our air, light and food that keep us alive........... so, aper yang aku nak cakap...... Treasure your 'surroundings' never let something worse happens again........

p.s: pic nih nampak aku cam muda lak.. padahal aku dah tuer dah....... kene insaf cecepat nih

whatever it is



smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (tengok arashi smile.. comel jer)


trrrrryyyyyyyyyyyy tooooooo smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


dedicated to:

muhammad akmal bin zakaria & all frenssss.................

FaiRy Tale AS irNa sAID

Aku dah tulis bende nih dah lama dah....... cuma x post jer... tetiber rasa nak post......... nih yg post nih...........


This was being inspired by the Dr in the Biochemistry Practical. Thank you & sorry coz i'm so tired since i cant even focus on the colorimeter. Im totally swayed by my own imagination....


Its a story of a boy.....................................

the day she went to the hospital was the last day she's here. Ahh.. I think it's the last time ever-since the last quartet in this avenue.

It was never been any quiet then, the time she started to play; it's like everything is hers. The wind will be even stop to blow; letting the beautiful sounds to be heard. Her quartet was the best here in Alphom. Perhaps, it is still the very best. Humph.... But, no sounds of strings ever heard.... In this hall, right after the fall.

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My varsity life was wonderful. It's always been something that pop-ups to bright up the day. Lecturers,Friends, Family and lots of people; they were never missed the chance to carve up my smile. I love those day. Perhaps I'm gonna turn the world upside down if it could ever return me to that time.

Today, suppose to be the finest day ever. Enrolling to the medical school in Schutz, one of the most well-known medical school in the West. Out of the blue, I saw Rebecca and her fiancee. It swap my happiness away from the sight. She walked away from me...... it couldnt help. i just able to stare.....and.. thennnn

Mom took my hand then said "My dear son, Its bout the timing; yours haven't come yet, and might be she's not mean to be yours. Maybe there are some gurl that much more better for you. And i'm sure that u deserve the best honey". Im just shoking over my head.Daddy for sure concerns about me as he tries to talk about my fees and all of other things that he doesnt likes to.. I do understand him.. We are just a common folks then... but what make things worst is about her. Why does she's here? What happen to their famous well-design planning to be in U.S. Is this just a conspiracy.......................................................

Witch Yo hee
Assalamualaikum..... Ive finished watching that drama... as being expected.. the all 16 series took my leisure time for 2 days... aku memang giler tngk cte romantik ni.

somehow, every time ive ever watched any romantic love story drama; i'm hoping that my love to be like that........ wonderful, meaningful, colourful... tahlah.... rasa cam seronok...........eventhough we got lots of problems, lots of obstacle to be endured.. tahlah.. macam it strengthen up the bond kot... no idea.... aku rasa macam nak bercinta lak skunk nih... haha....... im totally 'swayed' by the drama.. help me plezz....
Eventhough Yo hee suka pada Senpai die rnih, deep inside her heart; she loves Mooryong more... n the most worst part is they fail to express their love at the first sight.. waktu tngh date for the first time...... For god sake, aper nak malu.. kenkadang aku rasa cam im gonna express to her on behalf of him... (that's the worst part of me being emo)

but, its just fake.................... (dialogue from the drama)

what i am really hoping is....................

THE HAPPY & ROMANTIC ENDING that able to make me shed my tears... hahah....... AHHHHHHHHHHHH

im looking for mine............ hehe.... kidding..............

LOVE IS MORE THAN A FOOD...............

Im KIndA staRtiNG mY ReaL liFe

huihhhh it was never been expected n i was never ever like to be once a 'Ketua BAtch'..... sounds like a nice title. to steer up 200 BRillIanT MeD sTudenTS will be never eASY.......

beLOM cUBa bEloM Tahu......

FinE...... tHEN why dONT u GIvE it a TrY tHEn..... IvE proMIsed mY mOm To nOt GEt iNVolVed in anY tutttttttttt...... welL, i GueSS, iTS just MY luck then To BE ELIcted for......


HahA. oR iTS jusT My appEarncE ThatS Too Cool MadE thE gURl TO vOTE me More... Sh. C'mON.... ThEre ARe TENth OthER peoPLe tHATs BeTTer THAN mE......


well...... nak caKap BnaYk pon X gUnER..... BAek KItER bErASabr n redHA.... iNi uJIAn daRi ALlah..

wHat did i hope IS everyOne TO StAnd TOgEthEr Wth ME in THe SAkE oF ouR nAme; as A muslIm...

JuST let Me KnoW iF U GoT aNythng. em........ sebenarnya, im kinda worry about ThIS...... AFtEr All, i GOt so MaNY stUFF to bE looKed AftEr.... now, Im GonnA add tHis TiTle To mY 'sTuFF'. couLdnt Be hELP..... alLaH WIll HeLp uS anD I nEeD To helP mYsELf TheN.........


PLEZ DO tHe BEst..... cAN dO tHe bEsT (candodbez)EvEn thOUgH it IS just OnCe.... say it once lovely (sayitoncelovely).....

hahah

oklah.......... enouGh oF buTA bEnDE tak Der PekDAH nIh......... im nEED tO do mY job AS kEtuA bAtCh.......... gOnnA slEEP........


buYbye Mr. MuhAmmAd AkmAL..........

u gOnNA bE BEttEr now............

nEEd uR heLP tHRoUGHoUt tHEse YEarssss

bAEm
abU
KuduS
AFIq
kHAIri
LuqmAN
N othER guYS

ANis
Hur
AReqA
DIBa
IrnA
IeZ
FARHanA (hope u'll recover quickly)
NAD
iliE
N OthER GurLS eSPeciALLy mY assisTANT asiLAH (hOpe to kNOW u SOOn)

My bRothEr's WEddiNg Day

Salam to everyone whom EITHER ATTEND OR ABSCENCE during that day... but... surely, there's only a gurl yg datang.................... memang baek betol budak yg datang tuh


hahah







nilah pic waktu kerja kwen abng aku tuh..... yg set warna merah kat umah belah pompuan......... yg warna kunig tuh kat umah aku............ lawar x????????? tanjak yg bewarna kunig tuh, aku yg lipat seniri taw........ hahah

teror x aku??????????


nih pic yg lebih clear.................




tapi itu semuer kurang lawar............ haha........ nih check my latest pic........... ensem x??????????????? sapa nak ngurat aku......... cepat






hahah

promoting myself........ (kinda stupid)

hehe



But, watever it takes... aper yg aku buat... is all for no one except for these two persons whom hold my life ............i might turn to an ash if they werent around............ who are they?????????????????????????????





MY LOVELY MOM & DAD..............


wishing u all the best...... may allah lead the goods for u and only u........ amen.........

My pracTical Day HeRe

Salam to everyone there..... nih nak sambung cter aku nih... hehe... harap aku x menambah-nambah(aku kan suker menambah-nambah nih)..........

Aku dibawa masuk ke ward 5 in which im not the one suppose to be in-charged with bcoz the ward only for heavy duty cases eg for H1N1,chronic pneumonia,PTB(Pneumonia Tuberculosis) and any other end stage respiratory problem………. Aku siap pakai mask agi masuk tempat tuh. Aku risau gak. Takut x pepasal aku kene sakit lak kan… yerlah sebab virus nih kan asbab penyakit……….. then I was introduced to my superior…… so, I introduce myself……..

“salam doctor, im Muhammad akmal zakaria, a first year medical student of alex university of egypt”
Then superior aku reply. “salam, which year..first year.. can u understand anything then?”
aku pon cakaplah…….. “we were taught in systematical way doc. We have taken subjects by block system.. I’ve taken the musculoskeletal system,ANS,general pathologies & infection” aku pon mengarut lah sikit depan dier………….. then dier pon kate “let c later how”

aku dah start berdebar dah wktu tuh…… then, aku masuk ward 4 (female medical) dier bawak aku round ward…. Aku ternampak ader satu makcik tuh baru lepas cardiac surgery… tapi doctor endorse her a dopamine. So, aku pon bertanyer……. “y they gave the dopamine instead of dobutamine, isn’t that the dobutamine is better in that case?”
superior aku pon tanyer doctor yg endorse kan ubat tuh… naper bagi dopamine……. Then dier suruh tukar ke dobutamine……… (waktu tuh aku rasa macam practical nih senang giler sebab semuer tuh kiter dah belaja) pas tuh lak ader medical rep. nih datang sepital jual ubat……. Aku pon ikutlah superior aku layan dier…….. pas tuh dier tanyer aku whether aku tahu x apa tuh volsartan…. Aku pon jawab lah pasal ARBs…. Then dier kater “alex university is very good lah……. U know everything”

tapi at last aku ngaku yg praktikal nih memang susah……… next day dier jumper aku kat ward 3 (male medical) ader pakcik nih mata dier kero sikit… then dier ader macam nak jatuh lak tuh………. Eye ball dier x lah move ke medial side either of them…….. then my superior asked me “akmal do u know wat is this? Which nerve palsy shows these sign? What is the syndrome? I will give you rm50 if u could answer me”
waktu tuh aku dah rasa macam aku bukan medical student…I couldn’t answer any of that answer… aku x paham aper yg dier tanyer dan aku x paham aper yg nak aku jawab……… lepas tuh dier pon kata “that’s basic CNS lah akmal, u told me u have learnt that isn’t it?”

aku senyum jer…. then he asked me to read it over and he will asked it again tomorrow. Aku pon terus tulis dalam buku pink aku (my notebook)…
my next pt was a DKA (Diabetic Keto Acidosis) then, my superior told me; “This DKA pt will occasionally will be comatosed due to increase ketone urine level. There is no urgencies, only we need to do a fluid correction and insulin Tx (treatment). and fyi, after 2 days jer, that DKA pt terus coma sebab dier ader predispose Renal impairment… sian dier…… last I heard, she’s dead… al-fatihah…

then later ader satu uncle nih got ascite (perut buncit due to fluid increment).. then my superior asked me; “do u know what is the fluid thrill?” aku said I don’t know… then dier ajar aku on how…. We need someone else to aid us…. We placed one of the hand on the middle of the pt abdomen. Then, the other hand put at the left lateral of the abdomen. The other hand of our other person, we do a palpation on the other medial lateral end… if we could feel the thrill, so it indicates the fluid intraabdominal…..

itu jer kot for now… aku bagi dulu some of the usually used acronym:
ABG: arterial blood gas
VBG: venous blood gas
CRF: chronic renal failure
CCF: chronic cardiac failure
RBBB: right bundle branch block
LBBB: left bundle branch block
LOA: loss of appetite
GM: glucose level
DM: diabetic mellitus
PD: peritoneal dialysis
MDI: method dose inhaler
CVG: bypass surgery
HCT: hematocrit level = PCV (packed cell volume)
MCV: mean corpuscular value level
CA: cancer
AGE: acute gastro enteritis
HPT: hypertension
CE: cardiac enzyme
LE: liver enzyme
COPD: chronic obstructive pulmonary disease
GERD: gastroesophageal reflux disease
IVD: intravenous drip
IHD: ischemic heart disease
SOB: short of breath
FBS: fasting blood sugar
BGL: blood glucose level
LST: liver testing test
CVA: cerebral vascular accident (stroke)
BUSE: blood, uric acid, serum & electrolyte
GCS: Glasgow coma scale
ICB: intra cranial bleeding
OD: once daily
BD: bi daily
TDS : three times daily
PTB; pulmonary tuber culosis
B/PNEUMONIA: bronchial pneumonia
TRO: differential diagnosis
USA: unstable angina
D/S : dextrose saline
N/S: normal saline
AF: atrial fibrillation
DRNM: dual rhythm no murmur ( for Cardio Vascular System)
ESRF: end stage renal failure
Ix: investigation
UMN: upper motor nerve
LMN: lower motor nerve
AEBA: acute exacerbation bronchial asthma
SJS: steven Johnson syndrome
CXR: chest x-ray
AXR: abdominal x-ray
APTT: activated partial thromboplastin time
MI: myocardial infarction
CC: chief complaint
SNT: smooth non tender ( for abdominal examination)
PUD: peptic ulcer disease
PC: platelet count
C/S : culture & sensitivity
AFP: alpha feto-protein test
AFB: acid fast bacilli test

Others tuh, maybe aku x tahu agi. Let me know later.. kalau yang aku terluper. Alter I’lla dd it up…

Salam…………

My pracTical Day HeRe

SALAM……….Hye there……….Im wishing uolz a good day………... I ask for an attachment at penang, tapi tetiber jer rasa menggatal nak wat kat Segamat; my lovely hometown…… aku terpaksa merayu untuk dipostkan ke Segamat instead of penang….


Memula memang rasa macam x sabar, tapi as time comes by, aku rasa takut lak dengan BAYANGAN soklan yang akan aku terima nanti……….

First day at the SEGAMAT HOSPITAL, my attire macam a real doctor except my hair yang poyo and my white levis shoes yang dah old school…. Aku pon masuk daftar kat hospital tuh………orang semuer pandang aku. dierorng ingatkan aku kerja angkat pos jer. sabar jer... then aku didaftarkan setelah aku bagi university punyer vitae n etc...(malas nak mention)

My superior is Dr. R. Sirajudeen (Medical Specialist of Segamat Hospital)……… dier memang pakar giler sampaikan boleh tanyer aku bender yang aku memang dah belajar tapi x leh jawab…………..(later i'll let u know wat)

Aku diADMITKAN ke medical department…… ward 3,4,6,7&8… memuler aku memang selalu round semuer ward. Sampai naek nak bengkak kaki aku berjalan satu sepital… memang besh.. tengok depan mata macam-macma kes. sampaikan akak nurse yang jaga ward pon takut tengopk aku. dierong ingtkan aku doktor pakar (sebab aku pki mask.................) aku senyum jer kat dalam mask aku tuh.......... ader yang lebih lawak......... setiap kali aku round check ward (waktu doktor pergi mesyuarat) kalau aku suruh nurse tuh buat kerja (suruh dier masukkan air kat satu pt tuh),,,,, berlari dier pergi amek barang tuh......... kononya takut kena marah ngn aku........ aku wat x tahu jer........ heheh klakar giler............

Then lastly, aku stick to female medical jer………. Sebab female nih pt(patient) kurang sikit… so x pening kepala…….. x serabut sangat cam male……….. (nih experience aku lah)

Itu jerlah yang aku nak ceriter dulu………. Next episodes aku nak ceriter pasal pengalaman aku diMID-SEM EXAMkan oleh doctor-doktor aku……. Dan macam-maner aku mencari helah untuk tidak menjawab soklan mereka…………… dan termsuk kes pt aku yg dah meninggal…………


Sedih n gembira gak………….. salam

Thnx My lOVeS

Salam ya hadratak...Hye mY freN yg Dah lAMer Kiter X mengumpat bersama-sama...... korang aper cter ek???

aku rindur giler ngn korang. well....... it was never been expected that someone dummy like me will have lots of wonderful frens.............. yerp.............. nih nak list nama korang lak...........

khairi

kudus

baem

afiq 

luqman

ops............ jngn luper si abng sorang nih................

afeez gonzalez.....

tahlah................... i was never been any much happier ever since i know u guys..... korang memang the best lah.. thnx..............

walupon baem selalu gado ngn aku.......... walaupon afiq selalu gossipkan orng depan aku......... walaopn kecix selalu buat perangai cam dak-dak.......... walaopon kudus selalu jadi mature............ walopon luqman asyik selalu macam tense............... aku still sayang korang........ aku x pernah simpan dendam dengan korang............. kalau aku gado tuh. juz nak berkasih-sayang jer............

heheh................ thnx guys...................

dan x luper untuk makcik-makcik kat alex tuh....................

nih antara pics yg aku TERjumper kat dalam laptop aku...........

inn

areqa

anis

hur

diba

iez

farhana...... dan x luper untuk wondergurllllllllll..................................

aku x der pic dier lah......... cuber teke sapakan wondergurl diantara gurl ksp ??????????

bnyak pengalaman kiter bersama kan...................

korang pernah temankan kiterorng mandi laut waktu winter.........

memangs sejukss giler.................... aku menggigil boleh x????? (mimicking diba)

kiter pernah picnic..............

pandai korang masak kan. nest year kitger wat agy nak x???????????

then kiter pernah pose maut dekat patung juliet......

semuer nyer ensem dan lawa terutamnyer yg depan sekali tuh... hahah.................

lastly, aku nak hadiahkan korang sesuatu.............. terimalah..........nih justr untuk korang jer taw... jngn tunjuk ngn orng laen. malu aku. waktu tuh x mandi agy. hahaha